i just. i don’t know i didn’t love this 100% of the time, but like. it was fine i guess. i shouldve known i wasnt gonna love this when they were together and there were like 11 chapters still. like i was reading in fear okay i had to do some cleansing breaths. i was left simply wondering why very often. i almost dnf’d a few times bc it just made me annoyed at points but listen. the nice moments are like … enough to carry someone to the end of this im just a wee dramatic plus i literally finished it so that can be taken w a grain of salt 
also the bonus chapter or scene or whatever i just. dont need it i didnt care about it i didnt finish that i admit but the actual story i finished