This is probably the easiest 5 stars I have ever given. I loved everything about this book. It was so real and raw, but also comforting. This has such diverse rep that was all so well done. This is a very character driven story, and every character, from the MCs to the side characters, was so interesting and helped keep me so invested in the story. Both our MCs, Isamu and John, have so much depth and complexity. They felt so real and believable. It's so clear how much work and research the author put into creating this story. I love this book so much and the journey these characters go on will live forever in my heart. This story is amazing, the characters are amazing, and Ellis Mae is amazing. I HIGHLY recommend this book to EVERYONE. Please read this book! (And please be aware of any triggers going in. The author has a very comprehensive TW list if you require it.)